Monday, August 31, 2015

Here I am...

You weren't supposed to leave I wasn't supposed to stay But there you are And here I am...

You were supposed to be more in love I was supposed to be the unsure one But there you are And here I am...

You were the one who started it I was the one who ended it Still, there you are And here I am...

You were in the dark I was to share my light Now you are shining And here I am...

You said you didn't want anything I said I had nothing left to give Yet you took away a lot And here I am...

You said we'll be together forever I asked if that was really possible You aren't there anymore to answer me So, here I am...

You said this happened to you For the very first time 
And I believed in someone For the very first time But now you moved on And here I am...

You were supposed to guide me For I was so confused Now I'm completely lost And I've lost you too I don't know where you are But here I am...

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

I'm not in love with you...

I'm not in love with you
Though I do love you a lot
Just not the way I did
When you had swept me
Off my young feet

I don't go weak in my knees
When I see you anymore
But I do feel protected
And at home, when you're around

I don't remember the last time
My heart beat faster at your sight
But I do remember
Feeling warm when I see you in the crowd

I don't think I wait for your touch
That used to awaken all my senses
But I can't deny
That there is something pious
About the way you do touch me

I haven't planned a surprise for you in a while
And you haven't bothered to give me a gift
But each day that passes by in your comapny
Gives me reasons to smile when alone

You are not the one
I feel like dressing up for
But I know you love me
Even when I am at my worst

So, no, I don't think I love you anymore
As I loved the thrill of a new relationship
But I think our love has just merged us both
Into the same being

After all, we don't usually love ourselves...